I hate everyone but you Sometimes I even hate you too When you make me see me as I am I feel like Captain Beefheart sounds I feel like Jackson Pollock looks Something I don't wanna be but am Understand me Understand me Understand me Impulse bleeds control from me Repulses what I try to be Chaos seems like beauty in my head I feel like Captain Beefheart sounds I feel like Jackson Pollock looks Every single thought is ripped to shreds Understand me Understand me Understand me Understand me Understand me Understand me (Can't stand me) Understand me (Can't stand me) Understand me (Can't stand me) Understand me (Can't stand me) Understand me