I've been taking abuse and it's senseless Fist into the wall and it's painless I've been living the lie that I made me Live it Screaming into the mic and I like it Put it all over the air in thick slices Soak it all up in your head with the anger Like it Older Elder I am (Grind on it) Deeper Bleaker I am Brush the surface off and grind on it Put a gun in my mouth and threaten to shoot