Альбом Seether

Last night I saw that beauty queen 
Watched her paint her face on 
I wanna be that magazine 
That she bases life on 
I wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 

Last night I saw that beauty queen 
She's getting high on Revlon 
I wanna be that magazine 
That she wastes her life on 
I wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 
Me. 

When I saw that beauty queen 
And watched her paint her face on 
I wanna be the one unclean 
That she wipes her ass on 
Wanna waste her monthly blood 
Wanna get some on my love 
Wanna get some gasoline 
And burn the house down 

She's got nothing to say 
She's got bills to pay 
She's got no one to hate 
Except for me 
She's got nothing but shame 
She takes pills for pain 
She's got no one to blame 
Except for me. 

Lonely in this white room, there are pads everywhere 
Chafing straitjacket, I won't die in there 
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross 
Hate me screaming masses 
I don't care if I'm lost 
Don't tell me that you're all better 
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters 
I don't care if you are 

Lowly with my head bowed, there are rats everywhere 
Feed me bread and water 
I won't die in there 
Save me smiling Jesus, get off that cross 
Hate me screaming masses 
I don't care if I'm lost 

Don't tell me that you're all better 
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're trendsetters 
I don't care if you are 

Say you will take my pills 
Say you will faking ill 

Don't tell me that you're all better 
I don't care if you are Don't tell me that you're bed wetters 
I don't care if you are 
Say you will take my pills 
Say you will faking ill 
Say you will (say you will) take my pills (take my pills) 

It seems like every day's the same 
and I'm left to discover on my own 
It seems like everything is gray 
and there's no color to behold 
They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah 
Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here 

And I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now, 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late, just as well 

I feel the dream in me expire 
and there's no one left to blame it on 
I hear you label me a liar 
'cause I can't seem to get this through 
You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah 
Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here 

And I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell 
I am prepared now, 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late; just as well 

And I'm not scared now. 
I must assure you, 
you're never gonna get away 
And I'm not scared now. 
And I'm not scared now. No… 

I am aware now of how 
everything's gonna be fine one day 
Too late, I'm in hell 
I am prepared now 
seems everyone's gonna be fine 
One day too late, just as well 
I am prepared now, 
seems everything's gonna be fine for me 
For me; for myself. 
For me, for me, for myself 
For me, for me, for myself 
I am prepared now for myself 

I never seem to find a reason 
to let you in again, or forgive you 
I'm sick of feeling like I need you 
knowing I never did, but I miss you 
Taking and breaking and hating 
I remember all you said to me now 
Faking, forsaking and failing 
my memories are all stained again 

Let me get inside your head 
Let me show you I'm prepared 
Let me stick my needles in 
And let me hurt you again 

I never reach my indecision 
to let you see again all I give you 
I'm sick of feeding your attention, 
knowing I never did. I distress you 
Taking and breaking and hating 
I remember all you said to me now 
Faking, forsaking and failing 
my memories are all stained again 

Let me get inside your head 
Let me show you I'm prepared 
Let me stick my needles in 
And let me hurt you again 

Fuck you for killing me 
Me. 
Fuck you for killing me 
Me. 

Yeah. Let me get inside your head 
Let me show you I'm prepared 
Let me stick my needles in 
And let me hurt you again 
Again. 

Do you think I'm faking 
when I'm lying next to you? 
Do you think that I am blind 
nothing left for me to lose? 
Must be something on your mind 
something lost and left behind 
Do you know I'm faking now? 

Do you know I'm faking 
when I'm lying next to you? 
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind 
something lost for me to find 
Do you know I'm faking? 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 

I guess you know I'm faking 
when I tell you I love you 
I guess you know that I am blind 
to everything you say and do 
Must be something on my mind 
there's nothing left for me to hide 
Do you know I'm faking? 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face 
I need you. I breathe you. 
I can't go through this all again. 
We have to succumb to 
the feelings we can never face I need you. 
I breathe you. I can't go through this… 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before 

Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before on him 
Then she told me she had a gun 
it sounded like she'd used it once before, oh man 
Then she told me she had a gun 

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it. 
In time you will 
Find it. Maim it. Thrill it and shame it 
In time you will 
Steal my pride 
Leave me blind 
Steal my pride 

Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it. 
Take it. Break it. Rape it. Forsake it. 
In time you will 
Find me. Maim me. Thrill me and shame me. 
In time you will 

Steal my pride 
Leave me blind 
Steal my pride 
And leave me blind, blind, blind now. 
Leave me blind, blind, blind now. 

I am silence sent to find you 
I am violence sent to find you 
I am silence sent to find you 
I am violence sent to fuck you up 

Take me and break me. Rape me. Forsake me. 
In time you will 
Find me and maim me and thrill me and shame me 
In time you will 
Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. Hate me. 
Well now kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. 

Steal my pride 
Leave me blind 
Steal my pride 
And leave me blind, blind, blind now. 

And my words will be here when I'm gone 
As I'm fading away against the wind 
And the words you left me linger on 
As I'm failing again now, never to change this 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 

And it seems I'm alone here, hollow again 
As I'm flailing again against the wind 
And the scars I am left with swallow again 
As I'm failing again now, never to change this 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 

The same old feelings are taking over 
and I can't seem to make them go away 
And I can't take all the pressure sober, 
but I can't seem to make it go away 
The same old feelings are taking over 
and I can't seem to make them go away 
And I can't take all the pressure sober 
(I can't make it go away. I can't make it go away) 

And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm sympathetic, 
never letting on I feel the way I do 
As I'm falling apart again at the seam 
And I'm falling, falling, falling, 
falling, falling, falling, falling 

You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away

'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

You always wanna steal the light
By stepping on the ones who fight for you
It's always gonna be the same
Get the fuck away

'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me

I hate what you are 
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are

'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me now

Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now

I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away

I wanna be there when you cry
And when you're down I'll help you fly
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh

But I'm coming back, 
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have
And I'm coming back, 
and I'm taking back everything I can
It's breaking me up and tearing me up
It's all I have

Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll find our way grown
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh
Today's the day we'll fade away, oh

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends? 
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends? 
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?
(Yeah)

Have you ever wished for fire to burn away your mind restraints? 
Haven't you been for hire or suffered those cheap complaints? 
Could it be that I don't wanna save you anymore? 
Could it be that we don't have what it takes? 
Take it away 'cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away

Have you ever wanted to die when you were without your friends? 
Haven't you said goodbye to the one on who your life depends? 
Could it be that I don't wanna hurt you anymore?
Could it be that we don't have what it takes?

Take it away 'cause I don't like this anymore
Take it away and throw it away
Take it away 'cause I don't like this anymore

I guess I like it when we play 
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me 
(The way you drag me down)
'Cause I can't face myself in a mirror 
(I'm left alone with all my pain) 
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I'm left alone with my shame) 

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

I guess I like it when we fight 
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me 
(The way you drag me down)
'Cause I can't face myself in a mirror 
(I'm left alone with all my pain) 
And I disgrace myself in the mirror 
(I'm left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me

You're out of luck - can't get a piece of me
It's all blown up. Don't even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I'll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open 
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?

Are you stronger
For cutting me open
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken

And you sold me up the river again
(I don't want to be open)
And you made me start it over again
(I don't want to be open)
And you moved me, and you sued me, and you fucked me
(I don't want to be open)
And you left me wondering what the hell

They suck you in like cigarettes
While hanging you out to dry, yeah
Making you feel like a hyprocrite
because you cannot lie, yeah

You are the reason we will never be set free
We wanna be like you- we wanna be so cool
Just like you

They're hanging you out with their whiskey breath
While leaving you out in the sun, yeah

I met a girl who hated the world - she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay - tear out her heart, and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness and pain kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face,
and the scratches she'd hide

[CHORUS:]
You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees, she wept on the floor - this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone - she opened her eyes and saw she was
alone
She never found out how much I tried - all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried - the rope so tight on the night that she
died...

[CHORUS]

I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness
inside

As beautiful as fire,
Against the evening sky,
You feel the lost desire,
I no longer want to die
Take me by the hand,
And see beyond the light
Strip away the fences,
Leave me needing, leave me high

I know you're so, so low
that I can't...

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Leave with all the pain,
You let me see again,
Delivered from my shame,
Now I am lost for what to say.
Cleanse and pure the weak,
I suffer when I dream,
I need to find a purpose,
I need to feel you needing me.

I know you're so, so low
that I can't....

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Pure and weak,
I suffer when I dream.
Cleansed of me,
I suffer when I dream.

Want you to stay,
You take the pain away,
I want you to stay,
I need you here to keep me sane.
Want you to stay,
You take the pain away,
I want you to stay...

Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose control
Take me away (x3)
coz I don't wanna lose it all

Want you to stay,
You take the pain away
I want you to stay,
I need you here to keep me sane.
Want you to stay,
You take the pain the away
I want you to stay

So I said this once before
I'm never gonna give you in, no
Not again
Cause I've wasted all I've known
To watch it fade and slip away now
From my hands
What I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends
I don't belong here

Now I hide myself away
I never want to feel again, no
Not again
Cause I faced this all alone
And let it seep and wash away now
It's all the same
What I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends
I don't belong here

And I don't
Never run away this soon
Never run away soon
Never run away soon

Cause what I have I have in mind
And I think about you all the time

I'm feeling miles away
You think I've got it made
I don't belong here
I'm feeling like a candle
Burning at both ends

I don't belong here
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
Like I don't belong
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling
And I'm feeling

thanks to Julie James for submitting
the lyrics

Out of my way!
Out of my... way!

I can't pass up this opportunity
To make myself observed
I can't pass up this opportunity
To let myself be heard

Would you... like to... be the one who sees me lose this all?
Would you... like to... be the one who sees me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way

You like to think the worst is over now
But you can't breathe at all
You like to think you're owed a favour now
And you've seen it all

Did you... want to... be the one who pushed me off the wall?
Did you... want to... be the one who let me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way

You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down
You can't hold me down

I can't pass up this opportunity
To make myself observed
I can't pass up this opportunity
To let myself be heard

Would you... like to... be the one who sees me lose this all?
Would you... like to... be the one who sees me FALL?!

Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up son, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I'm doing this my way
Nobody's gonna stand in my way
Give it up, I'm doing this my... WAY!

from DareDevil soundtrack

Well now I found myself
Wish I was someone else
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could take it away
I hid behind the shell
In time the pain will melt
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

You take it in your way

My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can't control the need
To weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I can't pretend we're the same
I can't pretend we're the same
I can't pretend we're the same

Oh now I found myself
Wish I was someone else
My hands are stained with love
Wish I could FAKE

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I gave my life away
There's nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open 
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome