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and eye was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning eye think

and
eye think both my parents were still asleep

eye remember
eye was gonna play sick so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day

(don't stop)
(don't stop)

and eye turned over
and there he was

(my beloved)
(my beloved)

holding a pillow
he smelled of sweat & regret

and he said ....

eye'm sorry
eye'm ugly
all that i am
and i can never live up

eye'm failing
eye'm angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us

its fuct up
eye'm different
wurdz remain
my only escape

art saves
all of me
evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

eye'm so afraid
and now you're walking away

eye'm so ashamed
and now you're walking away!!

(voodoo spell)

[II.]

my mistake
was trusting you

blood pigs
with creating my fate

with poetry
and suffering

i cannibalized
every ounce of my pain

eye'm still afraid
everyday

these greedy worms
- they devour my plagues

eye'm not your slave
eye'm conquering
you see me rise

& now you're walking away!!!

eye'm not ashamed!
and now you're walking away!

eye'm not afraid!
and now you're walking away!!

[bridge & tunnel]

you can't hurt me anymore
you can't hurt me anymore

fed from the wound from
which we were bled

vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads

chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat

destroying the things
they do not understand!

tyrant.
betrayer.
parasite.
traitor!!

....and still u feed them
....and still u need them

eye'm sorry
eye'm ugly

dangerous
can't describe it enough

eye'm failing
eye'm angry

i use my fear
to empower my hate

eye'm fuct up
eye'm different

wurdz remain
my only escape

art saves
all of me
evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

eye'm not ashamed
and now you're walking away

eye'm not afraid
and now you're walking away!

and now you're walking away!
and now you're walking away
and now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

my mistake!
was trusting you!

blood pigs -
with creating my fate!

with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized....
every ounce of my pain

eye'm still afraid everyday
u still suckle my plagues
eye'm not your fucking slave
so why you walking away?

blood pig!

To all u weak mcs.... all u hardcore wannabe'z
if u step into the ring be prepared to swing!! ...(WHUT??)

me be the best to impress with dictation?
too far fetched? beyond your imagination?
i'll rise to the occasion launching an invasion
-- enterin your mental like a viral infestation
wurdz be abrasive -- joints eye be lacin
sacrificin mics to ignite the celebration
its just amazing, poetically we blazing
xen & otep -- a volatile combination
(time to) -- DESTROY LIKE REVELATIONS!
styles be liquid and flow like irrigation
-- so make the preparation.........
defeat is bittersweet, its all u'll be tastin
sounding battle stations - my war face in place
total annihilation - your existence has been erased
its the renaissance - time to switch up and change
the path the paragraphs infiltrate your brain

[chorus]
T.R.I.C.

risin from the ashes to lead the wretched masses
back to the sufi shack - defyin all the fascists
wurdz burn with passion -- mentally enhancin
i'm david to goliath or delilah to your samson
kickin ass like cassius -- spreadin rhymes like rashes
the satellites in flight - how long before it crashes
falling like avalanches - crumbled and crushed
my wild womyn get to sinning -- know the power of us
i'm callin your bluff -- is it freedom or death?
we're gettin it on in Babylon - chokin on gods breath
the infinite connects true soldiers alive
the tribe will survive when armageddon arrives

[chorus]

the revolution is coming
TAKE NO PRISONERS
the revolution is coming
COWARDS BEWARE.............FUCK!

-- my war serpents rattle when its time to battle (mental midgets)
eye got a fist full of shit for u flies to feast
u lost control of your soul cuz your minds deceased
unfulfilled satisfactions & chemical reactions
my fate there's no escape -- life itself is the assassin
eye'm blastin -- the worlds in ashes -- from the invasion
--- EVERY WORD'S ANNIHILATION!!

COME ON!!

[chorus]

... my confession

because i'm diluted
&
perfectly flawed

i shall
live by passion
&
not by law

and i'm
insecure ...
i need aggression

to
feed the spiders
of perception

and i'm
supposed to be strong
& have
all the answers

a
cannibal
in the
new church of cancer

but i'm
nothing special
i'm not unique

i have
many secrets
& i
eat the weak

and i'm
at an end

i'm at an end .....

and there's ...
NO WAY OUT!!

[chorus]

i need to find my sanctuary
..... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me
..... this is my escape

II.
and i
think about it
all the time

i'm
volatile
&
afraid to cry

but i'm
still not comfortable
in my skin

and the
anesthetics slowly
wearing thin

& i
need to talk to
someone new

i need a different
latitude

& i'm
in this void

all alone!
feeling needy

... hungry to grow

but i'm
suffocating
-- can't come down

and .... no ....
THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!

[chorus]

i need to find my sanctuary
.... someplace safe
gotta get this outta me!
.... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!

--- all i see is sadness
all i see is sadness ....
what's left?

-- this will teach them.
this will teach them,

......you've got to......
push.
Push.
PUSH....
YOUR WAY OUT!!!

FOLLOW ME!
FOLLOW ME!
THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!

........you are not alone

- this is where i hide my power
- this is where i become free
- this is where i take control
- and slowly choke your fantasies

- i want to know my day is coming
- see my enemies be punished
- shed my skin again
- this will be my best revenge!!

SHED MY SKIN AGAIN

(resurrection .. is for those ..
who didn't get it right - the first time ...)

(eternal salvation suffers from inflation!!)

sinner!

[I.]

say whut u need to save your soul
but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control

eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u
my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes

(sinner)

so teach me the magick of your sacred pomes
conjuring a voice of signs & omens

prophecies guide the breeze
w/syllables symbols breed

behind the eyes we climb the vine
to sacrifice our wounded minds

in soft wurd trances seek insanity
i can't save u cuz i hate me

[chorus]

the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns
womyn is a devil - (your) GOD IS A FRAUD
everyone u knew - everything u've ever done
suffer for your freedom - RISE & OVERCOME

(sinner!)

[II.]

say whut u need to save your soul
but leave your religion at the door

we're smoking all of Krsna's weed
eye'm sick of these weak anarchies

u see me as a place to make a bruise
but in my reality eye'm a slave to the muse

fuck those hypocrites - together we'll fight
the tyranny of squares - SQUIGGLES UNITE

[chorus]

[bridge]

all u sinners
-- and blasphemers!

BURN IN THE PIT!!

SINNER!
BURN!

[chorus]

[outro]

save me

WHY?

KUAN!!

simple souls overload as i explode data banks
cuz the earth & space gave birth to this paleface

supreme -- linguistic -- mental machine
your brain cells swell - the intellects extreme

fire fills my veins as eye proclaim my resistance
to the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence

as eye -- skin the burn to relearn the royal plan
somewhere out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land

its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer
damaging challengers -- resurrection, disorder

a monument of crisis - eye strikes this - your dead
line my nest with your soul -- cleansed in bloodshed

[chorus]

BATTLE READY!
poets gonna take control

BATTLE READY
souls violate parole

BATTLE READY
violently invade your home

-- breaking the bones
OF THOSE WHO POSE

commanding the mic -- striking up a verb-fest
mass destruction is my function - time to put it to the test

in combat --- attacking since way back
in the days eye drew praise for the way that eye slayed facts

formulating flows in revolutionary science
its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance

freaking techniques -- this creature of speech
ewe feel the fury of devastation cuz ewe ewe tasted defeat

eye'm alone on my throne in this universe of fear
royalty divides my soul -- in this role eye'm revered

as the pinnacle -- lyrical master -- queen of disaster
eye ruin brain fluid -- the UNKNOWN IS WHUT EYE'M AFTER

[chorus]

shaking up the world -- just like the 2nd coming of christ
-- when eye write -- thrice divine with this goddess sight

wurdz will flow -- wounds will grow
ewe know -- bones will be exposed from the force that eye unload

its THE SOUL EATER!! -- mic bleeder with the voice of chaos
eye got the nectar of the gods flowing from my mental pod

gather the flock -- alarm your block
tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock

a holy war -- thru your veins it courses
more lyrical artillery than the armed forces

supernatural -- styles be volatile
its the mind manipulator -- the WAR CHILD

[chorus]

[bridge]

COME!
SHADOW SOLDIERS!

we came to defy - ewe living life as a lie
we embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly

TO WATCH EWE DIE! -- agonizing cries are heard in stereo
eye'm visualizing battlefield scenarios

in the line of fire -- watching empires fall
into attack position -- ELIMINATE ALL!!!

MY SPECIES!!!

[chorus]

[outro]

MY SPECIES!

eye remember
suffering

eye remember
... feeling the sting

of childhood
& injections

holy bruises
sweet infections

soaked
in
a
stew
like drowning
cockroaches

whose only ..
crime

was the
greed of
inherent
hunger

u know where
eye'm fragile

u know how
to kill

........kill

all fall away
all fall today

PAIN!!
pain.

i can't keep
this rage in me

can't keep
pretending

can't be
this emtee

...anymore

i can
make
it go away

sing to me my muses
lost in the hot cyclops anarchy
possession
invention
blood, blood
spirits, spirits
sprits, spirits
calling, calling
where will these visions lead?
how far dare i go?
where will this song take me?
into the deep unknown
yeah
spirits, spirits
come, come

hope the prophets and the gods came prepared for this
so we dine on divine of the mind impaired
preaching werewolf prayers on a nightly flight
it's taken all we ate in the pale moonlight
feel the urge of the power surge connect us all
bringing kingdoms under siege with the words that i control
gotta be nice you got your blind success
only love can set me free from this patriotic quest
test me once and i secretly die alone
while a toy in the face in the faces of the hawk
walk in the wilderness of the mind
so i decide to die and leave a friend of mine behind

possession, invention
invite discovery
surrender to pleasures
lost in ecstasy
survive
i lie you are my enemy
you die for lies, slave to misery

bring in the battleground
laying wasted the competition
of connected intellects and the say the soul systems
i decree mutiny
it's revolution us against the patriarchy
disassemble the soul, full of knowledge untold
while i spin the webs of wisdom prophecies unfold
into tech mode to decipher the code
a babylon drives all to have a memory load
mental states decide for all races
urgency of rage in these grimmy little places
prepare for warfare
nothing but the knowledge of america's nightmare
yeah

possession, invention
invite discovery
surrender to pleasures
lost in ecstasy
survive
i lie you are my enemy
you die for lies, slave to misery

sometimes i sit and ask myself what have i become?
what have i become?
what... have i become?
what... have i become?
what... have i become?
what have i become?
something's taking over me
something's taking over me
something's taking over me
something's taking over me

you paint your face with the blood of weed
self sacrifice everyone you meet
scream at demons in my face
theres voices of the dead left here in my head
i survive, i'm alive
i render fever to watch you burn
kill your leaders to help you learn

nothings changed
the senates still corrupt
& the emporer remains insane

and everyday
is a new strain of slaughter

supply lines are less protected
evil on all sides

eye can smell the death on your flesh
-- creeping in

trapped within the twisting fingers of fear
and all eye see is ewe

that face
those eyes

burning like leprosy

eye can see u there
poisoning the air

prostituting Nationalism

and eye want to attack
to rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back

and vomit a world of agony and truth
into your throbbing illness of memory

... and hate guides our way

eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back
for the acceptance of death and blind cave war

the giving sleep of depression
the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression

chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples

in the harem tents - outside
just beyond the edges - eye ride

a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination

feeding my disease
a river of plagues

eye need something to remind me eye am still sinning
that pain in important
that wurdz matter
that healing in possible

that eye am not alone ... in this

- guard the houses
- triple the watch
- maidens, dig up your sorcery
- sirens, sharpen your rocks

... ewe will eat my pain again

whatever u need

lying naked alone
on the bathroom floor
i keep waiting?
pain, fear
no more

and i can't get his sins off me

she wants to be a messiah
without the crucifixion
she wants to fuck delilah
without samson's intervention
she wants to be a deity and rule us everyday
and punish the wars of your rich gods and the martyrs that they slay
she wants to see galaxies
all the planets and the stars
she wants to be a fallen angel without the swollen scars

unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me
unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me

she wants to free the kingdom
be worshipped by the earth
she wants to be the prophet
for ten times what shes worth
she wants to break free from eve
and leave them all behind
to be born again in the thrill of sin
and revive her dying mind
she wants to stand
raid the king
slaughter the guards and kill everything
burn the world and let her soul be free
light the noble of eternity

unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me
unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me

don't touch me there
oh, i know you're scared
kill the need in me
and i remain

unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me
unclean
unclean
fillthee
and i can't get his sins off me

why should i be afraid?
it's not the first time i've tasted pain
why should I be afraid?
it's not the first time i've tasted pain

killing me
he's killing me
we killing me
me killing me

killing me ......

infectious human waste
forefather
cancer
hunter
prostate gods

killer
KILLER

a testosterone feeding drone
multiplying, multiplying hungry clones

time to
DEFY
the HIVE

KILL YOUR MASTERS!

MENOCIIIIDE!

[I.]
our time has come!!!

you're just as weak as me
but not as strong!

just as imperfect!
but twice as flawed!

i see your skin
and i hate the way

you look at me!
and softly invade

eye'm afraid!
insane!
rage intensified!

i'll feel no fear or hate as i ...
commit ....
MENOCIDE!!
(menocide!)

girls in the playroom
house-wives

servants in the workplace
slaves to lies!!

RISE!
RISE!

[II.]
those who refuse to grow
we leave behind

!give death to them!
with an evolved state of mind

no one's listening
save your cries

everything they taught
was a lie

hear me now this battlecry
DIE! DIE!
CONCUBINE!

- what to wear
- what to eat
- what to feel
- what to think
- how to act
- how to speak
- insecure
- incomplete!!

ENOUGH!!!

.. apple eater!
.. deceiver!
.. protector of the way!

this is the beginning of my Liberation!
THIS IS THE BEGINNING!!

BRIDES & BREEDERS!!

Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali

GIVE ME FREE!!

(always)
REMEMBER!!!

FEE-MALE CIRCUMCISIONS!
BURNING!
LIKE SALEM WITCHES!

NEVER AGAIN!
NEVER AGAIN!

no compassion
kill your masters!
MENOCIDE!

kill your masters
kill your masters
kill your masters

And it sounds like...armageddon
Sounds like...armageddon
Sounds like...cum and drink with me....
Cum and drink with me

And I remember him fucking me,
And I remember liking it,
I didn't know any better...

And I remember the smell, and the pain, and the shame...
And I remember being afraid and thinking everyday,
Every single day.. that it was my fault...

Oh, but what happened to that little girl?
Who used to dream of one day ruling the world,
Who used to draw pretty pictures in my room---beneath the moon
Destroying to create
Softly praying to "God"

What do I do now?
What do I do now?

As I secretely masturbate...
But then I'd hear his hooves coming down the floor
With a Bible in his hand...

Softly opening my door and he'd say...

DAUGHTER! The day of your attonement is due!
Well there's 3 million sinners out there...
and that includes you!

No daddy, don't... no daddy, don't...
LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE!
NO, I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE! NO, I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE!
SO TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME!
PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE

YOUR DICK OUT OF ME!

I'm bleeding, it's not fair...

You see, there's this little place I like to go...
I like to run and hide--deep inside,
Where all the nightmares are real, and all the monsters come alive,
Oh, but the things I've seen in soft, soft visions and terrifying prophecies,
Like serpents on the take and gods coming in all sizes and shapes
Nothing seems fulfilling anymore..

Well your temples are swollen in deceit and the body of your missionary,

He's rotting... rotting in defeat mama?

MAMA!
Are the aliens coming to take us away? (mama?)
Is armageddon gonna happen again today?

LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME?!
HOW COULD YOU DO IT TO ME! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME?!

I will not cry... I will not cry...
I--PREFER--TO--DIE! than live--this life--of LIES!

KILL WHAT YOU CAN ---- CHALLENGE EVERYTHING
Vengeance is mine...

Hey, I'm sorry baby...
please come back inside...we can laugh a little... and live and die,
no wait. see, eye got this hot pot of jonestown tea
And it's been brewing for you and me,
Oh, it only takes one sip,
Come one baby,
Surrender your lips,
I can take you someplace nice...
I can take you...someplace NICE!

Breed my disease, be my disease...
Breed my disease, be my disease...
and vengeance will be mine
It's closer than u think...

So I entered his room at 32 past noon
With my little ritual knife...
I cut out his tounge
Liberated his wife
She loved me for it other world woman,

Well, thats what she called me (Destroyer),
the one who sets you free, (cum and drink with me)

We all die like cartoons, surrender your children,

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