my time moves slowly gliding across the veil of my nude skin if i should cross the border you made for me maybe i would not be here but now what sense does it make to try and embrace a more pristine past looking forward i will take the risk but i'll finally find answers to my why's all that you will be has already been written if he truly exists this god has failed every word pronounced will be the mirror of your pain reflecting the blame feeding the hate mother i'll choose my destiny if i'm able to resist i am still standing in this moment of pure madness i dont know anymore if i should desire good or evil although sin maybe gives me more now what sense does it make to try to resist a written destiny i'm not going to sit back and watch without trying to resist you waking me up mother i'll choose my destiny if i'm able to resist wake me up there's no life without me there's no choice without me