Альбом Exilia

I was lying on the floor
Till I I heard you cry so close
Yes, I was thinking of suicide,suicide.
Your face,there in the mirror
Your sigh,vision in my head
Goin’ mad,is there someone else? Someone else?
Is there something more that I can say?

I can say,I can say,I feel you closer
I can say,I can say,is the something more that
I can say,I can say

Are we living on a razor?
Is this predestination?
I’m confusing what is real,what is real
Something,something is controlling
Calling,crawling in my skin
I say,is there someone else?

Is there something more that I can say?

I can say,I can say,I feel you closer
I can say,I can say,is the something more that
I can say,I can say

I feel you-Am I sick?There’s no end,if you believe
Coincidence,destiny,it’s not over
I feel you-Am I sick?There’s no end,if you believe
Coincidence,destiny,it’s not over

Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
I can’t see you

(chorus)

If I have a star
You are protecting me
If I am too blind
It’s just a coincidence
If I live in fera
Your sigh covers me
If I fear to live
I can say
It’s not over
It’s not over

You're playing with my weakness
I'm sliding in the dark
I’m falling so deeply
I don't see your mercy
and I don't see your signs
I’m falling, falling deeper
Fuck the new millennium
it's worse and worse each day
perhaps it takes too long we go astray

Stop Playing God
this is no game
abusing your power
without any shame
Stop Playing God
I can't stand no more
Stop Playing God
Stop Playing God

We overcome the crisis
but did we change a thing ?
we’re crawling, crawling deeper
Fuck the new millennium
we're learning how to kill
they never teach you what is like for real

Stop Playing God
this is no game
abusing your power
without any shame
Stop Playing God
I can't stand no more
Stop Playing God
Stop Playing God

I'm losing you
I'm losing you
refusing you

Stop
You never know when to stop

Stop Playing God
this is no game
abusing your power
have you no shame?
Stop Playing God
I can't stand no more
Stop Playing God
Chorus

Dear president and plastic wife
I fell wrong and nothin’s right
I never was a princess
I never had a lucky star

No fucking fairy tale life
No more angels,no more chances

Gotta fight for my dream
Gotta think about me

Ready or not-ready or not-ready or not

It’s just another day,it’s just another day
Another day in hell
It’s just another day,another motherfacking day
it’s just another day
Another day in hell

Dear president and plastic wife
I see black and you see white

I never had no better time
No better place,no better life

Don’t forget where I come from
No destination for my world

It’s your perfect boomtown
My generation is burning down

Ready or not-ready or not-ready or not

It’s just another day,it’s just another day
Another day in hell
It’s just another day,another motherfacking day
it’s just another day
Another day in hell

I see, I see the pistols now
Hanging low on leather belts
I see cops forming a police line
I hear shots making world headline
There’s a war on what I believe in,
There a source for the pain in my head,
Everyday of my life
They push me right to the edge and they scream

Jump,it’s just another day
Jump,it’s just another day
Jump,it’s just another day
(chorus)

I got my dreddlocks
A hole in my lip
And it might be strange, but I got my brains
My baggy pants and I’ve got strong legs
For jumping around in the mudd
You know I found myself
You know down on my knees
You see if you can recognize yourself

I feel alone what about you?
I feel alone what about you?

What I give you what I can give you
What I got is what I got is just everything I am
I’m just an Underdog

I felt battered ?
Without protection
And now i got a mic it’s my reaction

Have you been hated ? underrated?
So, keep your head up give me your attention

You know I saw the list
You know I was the last thing
You see if you can recognize yourself

I feel alone what about you?
I feel alone what about you?

(Chorus)

Nothing can stop my fight to get out of here
You can’t stop my fight to get out
Nothing can stop my fight to get out of here
You can’t stop my fight to get out

(Chorus)

I saw the list, I saw the list I was the last thing

chorus

I’ve run and lost everything
I’ve cried and screamed to the heavens
I’ve seen the blacjest of noghts
I’ve kicjed the wall to the ground
Nothing’s never ever benn easy
Nothing’s ever been so real
Nothing’s never ever been easy
Nothing’s ever been so real for me

For every time I had to cry
I had to believe even stronger
even had to watch you walk away
For every tear that had to fall
I had to get up on my own
That’s the only way to be myself
For every promise you broke
Mr Man you should know
No tears,no fears,still here

I’ve seen a milion faces
Been to a thousand laces
I know every word
That Mr Man is going to say

And you heaven’t stopped me yet
I will never lose my faith
No, you heaven’t stopped me yet
I will never lose my faith in me

For every time I had to cry
I had to believe even stronger
Aven had to watch you walk away
For every tear that had to fall
I had to get up on my own
That’s the only way to be myself

For every promise you broke
For every promise you broke
Mr Man you should know
No tears,no fears,still here
For every day that you stole
Mr Man you should know
No tears,no fears,still here
No tears,no fears,still here
(chorus)

I break the rules and I’m alone
Intoxicated by your sacred words
And I’m nothing,
She took that step she never knew
No dreams came true and now she is gone

And I’m nothing, I’m nothing can do nothing in this tragedy

Where are you,
No answer I’m lost in disaster
I cross myself and tell you
I’m nothing once again
I’m nothing once again

she died alone before her time
A starseed lost in this world of mine
Don’t want to talk
Don’t want your love
It’s my conclusion in this spiral of words

And I’m nothing, I’m nothing can do nothing in this tragedy

Where are you,
No answer I’m lost in disaster
I cross myself and tell you
I’m nothing once again
I’m nothing once again

Last rites
Candles
I need
An answer

She danced
She walked
She Loved / she left
This world

And I’m nothing, can do nothing, nothing in this tragedy

(Chorus)

For everything I never had
I made some dreadlocks in my hair
For every word I should have said
“without you I feel better”
for everytime I should have stayed
“I’m sorry but it’s not my way”
for every night I should have slept
I drem well without a bed

Should I do the right things?
Should I do what I think?

Shout louder when I shout
Run faster when I run
Let me live out every day like it was the last one
If,if you don’t understand
Take me as I am
Let me live out every day like it was the last one

For every day I didn’t work
I got a job singing this song
For every rule I shouldn’t break,If I can,well I do
For every friend who was no friend
I got my dog
For every lesson that I missed
I got it myself

Should I do the right things?
Should I do what I think?

Shout louder when I shout
Run faster when I run
Let me live out every day like it was the last one
If,if you don’t understand
Take me as I am
Let me live out every day like it was the last one

Shout

Should I take my own away
Should I take my own away

Shout louder when I shout
Run faster when I run
Let me live out every day like it was the last one
If,if you don’t understand
Take me as I am
Let me live out every day like it was the last one

I'm coming there my friend, I know the pain you have again
They'll never understand you, they look at you with hateful eyes
it's hard to be courageous, in a world that doesn't care for you
all the reason more to be yourself just as you are
And I guess you know
I guess you know
I guess you know

I don't wanna let you
I don't wanna let you down
The world may be against you
but I’ll never let you down

Life is never fair. I know you heard again those words again
They never were your friends They look at you indifferently

But I guess you know
I guess you know
I guess you know

I don't wanna let you
I don't wanna let you down
The world may be against you
but I will never let you down

when everything goes wrong
when nothing seems to make sense
when you’re feeling so small
remember that you're not alone

when everything goes wrong
when nothing means, nothing means nothing

Chorus

It’s sweet sweet sweet enough,
Not to forget you
And it’s cold cold cold enough,
That I need you
I ask now how can I breath.
It’s dark dark dark enough,
Not the see the light
And it’s just not easy enough to know why

And I am here,I am here,just wait for me

While I’m living my heart is screaming
For what I can’t forget at all
Yeah,I’m breathing but I’m bleeding
And I’ve got no place to go

It’s sweet sweet
But you’re gone from here
I’m still looking for you
In everything you left behind for me
And it seems like now
You are calling me
And I’m saying you never left me

And I am here,I am here,just wait for me

Well I’m still living my heart is screaming
For what I can’t forget at all
Yeah,I’m breathing but I’m bleeding
And I’ve got no place to go
Without you

How can I breath,how can I breath
Without you
And I’m here,and I’m here

While I’m living my heart is screaming
For what I can’t forget at all
Yeah,I’m breathing but I’m bleeding
And I’ve got no plase to go

Without you
Without you
Without you

I saw the place where nobody can hear
I saw the place where the children are dying
I saw the place where the soldier are marching
I saw the place where someone took a life

I know the place where the women cant’ go out
I know the place where the judges take cash
I know the place where they’re dying of hunger
I know the place where the guns are allowed

I see your faces,
I have no place,
I have to run and hide all my pain
I don’t like this world
I don’t like this world
I don’t like this world
‘cause something is wrong

nobody cares,the Holy war is coming
taking the life in the name of God
nobody cares,tickets to the slaughter
boom-boom ,outsise your door
taking the life in the name of God
nobody cares the Holy war is coming
nobody cares,nobody gives a shit
the world is fallin’ down

another time where a father rapes doughter
another time where innocence dies
another prayer but the angels hear nothing
another crime nobody will pay

I see yor faces,
I have no place,
I have to run and hide all my pain
I don’t like this world
I don’t like this world
I don’t like this world
‘cause something is wrong

nobody cares,the Holy war is coming
taking the life in the name of God
nobody cares,tickets to the slaughter
boom-boom ,outsise your door
taking the life in the name of God
nobody cares the Holy war is coming
nobody cares,nobody gives a shit
the world is fallin’ down

I see you now invisible
And nothing seems to be alright
The scars have left that mark it’s true
This life has disappointed you
When you are alone
And there’s no reason to go on
Rise when you fall
Write it on the walls
You’ve got to fight
For what you want

You feel so weak
Your view’s so dim
You don’t believe in anything
Peaple go by but they don’t know
You are curied up now like an embryo
And you feel insecure
And there’s no ,no reason,no reason to go on

Rise when you fall
Write it on the walls
You’ve got to fight
For what you want

You’re falling
And falling
And falling
Can’t find your feet
You’re falling
And falling
And falling
Get on your feet

I’m not awake
I’m sleeping in my head
I’m so far away
I cannot hear you anymore
I’m running through the fields
Never running out of breath
I feel the grain beneath my hands
I’m whispering to the wind

If I had wings I would try to fly

Where the angels lie
Where the love will never die
Where I’ll see you again
And the light will always shine
Where the storm is gone
Where the dawn will kiss the sun
Where we’ll meet again
I’m looking right through heaven’s gate

I’m peaceful now
Locked in my immagination
Following the path
To the edge of what is real

If I had wings I would try to fly

Where the angels lie
Where the love will never die
Where I’ll see you again
And the light will always shine
Where the storm is gone
Where the dawn will kiss the sun
Where we’ll meet again
I’m looking right through heaven’s gate

If I had wings I would try to fly
(chorus)

Breathing black air all around me
more broken dishes on the floor
Same old cycle same old fuss and fight
Trash revolving cutting deep inside
except for today because I’ve got to ask

Where I’m wrong
‘cause I can’t forget at all
Where I’m wrong
because I’ve just got to know
where I’m wrong
you should know

Father can you see the real me?
Can’t you see you’re blinded by her lies
Mother, why do you hate me all I ever did was tried to please

except for today because I’ve got to ask

Where I’m wrong
‘cause I can’t forget at all
Where I’m wrong
‘cause I’m your daughter
I’ve just got to know
where I’m wrong
‘cause my hands are still shakin’
where I’m wrong

You should know
You should know
You should know

I can’t forget at all cause I’m your only daughter
Cause I’m your lonely daughter you are the only thing that’s wrong

Where I’m wrong
‘cause I can’t forget at all
Where I’m wrong
‘cause I’m your daughter, your only daughter
it’s wrong
‘cause my hands are still shakin’
where I’m wrong

You should know
You should know
You should know