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I feel it this tension inside of me 
Pressure that's presently pushing down on me 
The first time it starts with just you 
And I repeating myself but you don't hear me... 
I can see what you see 
But is it worth it to me 
This same old conversation, over and over and over... 
I'm just sick and tired of those lies you tell me 
You say those same things to me over and over and over 
It's safe to say you surprise 
I see right through you this time 
But I keep telling you it's over it's over it's over... 
You've taken these things that belong to me 
Twisted so tightly and torn so carefully 
The last time it ends with just you and I 
Alone in a room with these torn bed sheets... 
I can see what you see, and it ain't worth it to me 
The same old conversation over and over and over... 
I'm just sick and tired of those lies you tell me 
You say those same things to me over and over and over 
It's safe to say you surprise 
I see right through you this time 
But I keep telling you it's over it's over it's over... 
You swore I'd regret it 
Now thanks to you I can't forget it 
Cost of this constant battle won't even miss you at all 
Free from this life that you call... 
I'm just sick and tired of those lies you tell me 
You say those same things to me over and over and over 
It's safe to say you surprised, I see right through you this time 
But I keep telling you it's over it's over it's over

Today I woke up and you were gone 
The whole day wondering what I did wrong 
It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop 
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop 

Can you see this hell I'm living 
I'm not giving up 

Will you crawl to me 
Will you fall with me 
I'll never crawl to you 
I've done it all for you 

Well don't deny 
The hand that feeds you needs you 
Oh god I'd die to try to 
Finally please you 

There goes a piece of me 
Will I cease to be 
I've never lied to you 
Fought bled and died for you 

Well don't deny 
The hand that takes you breaks you 
Oh god I'd die to try to 
Finally please you 

There she goes and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the 

Well don't deny 
The hand that feeds you needs you 
Oh god I'd die to try to 
Finally please you 

Will you crawl to me 
Will you fall with me 
I've never crawled to you 
I've done it all for you

Well I don't want to see you waiting
I've already gone too far away
I still can't keep the day from ending
No more messed up reasons for me to stay

Well this is not for real
Afraid to feel
I just hit the floor
Don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feeling
And there's no reason
Let's make the call
And take it all again
Woah again

Months went by with us pretending
When did our light turn from green to red
I took a chance and left you standing
Lost the will to do this once again

Well this is not for real
Afraid to feel
I just hit the floor
Don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feeling
And there's no reason
Let's make the call
And take it all
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time again
Woah again

See you waiting
Lonesome, lonely
See you waiting
I see you waiting

Well this is not for real
Afraid to feel
I just hit the floor
Don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting my time
You can't stop the feeling
And there's no reason
Let's make the call
And take it all
I'm wasting my time
I'm wasting...

Oh this time is right 
Oh but I'm wound too tight 
Never keep, never sleep, never find all the time 
that I need just to stay in line 
Got to go, got to throw all the crap to the side 
so that I'm never left by the wayside 

Hold on, wait a minute can't leave here 
And then she broke down 

No 
Can't hold me down 
Can't slow me down 

Oh stop stepping in my way 
Not quite what I thought you'd say 
Never find, never mind, never peace god at least 
give me strength just for one more try 
Got to give, need to live long enough just to say 
that I stayed to the end of the big time 

Hold on wait a minute can't stay here 
And then she broke down 

No 
Can't hold me down 
Can't slow me down 
No 
Never hold me down 
Never slow me down 
No 

Never, never, never, never, never, never know, 
never slow, you can't hold me down 
Never, never, never, never, never, never know, 
never hold, you can't slow me down 
Never, never, never, never, never, never know, 
never slow, you can't hold me down 

Can't hold me down, can't slow me down 
No 
Never hold me down, never slow me down 
No 
Can't hold me down, can't slow me down

I've been to the edge and back again 
And I know all there is to know it's a dead end 

Late at night I'll come walking by 
Just to see what went wrong 
Late at night you'll come crawling back 
Just to steal a piece of me 

I know what the world is made of I've seen it 
You don't have all the answers keep dreaming 

Late night I'll come walking by 
Just to see what went wrong 
Late at night you'll come crawling back 
Just to steal a piece of me 

Lay down now 
Late at night I'll come walking by

Hey oh well it's my turn now 
You've just lost your precious spot somehow 
Me I'll take it all away 
No one ever dreamed you'd up and walk away 

You'd love to watch me be the throwaway 
Just when I can finally seize the day 

Take your self and disappear 
You are still no longer welcome here 
Fear drives you to act this way 
The sum of all you've done will be the debt that you pay 

You'd love to watch me be the throwaway 
Just when I can finally seize the day 
With the fear of losing it to you 
I'll keep it close and finally break on through 

You'd love to watch me be the throwaway 
Just when I can finally seize the day 
With the fear of losing it to you 
I'll keep it close and finally break on through 
Thanks to you

I've seen your face somewhere before I swear 
Could it be I've met you somewhere else 
It's the way you turn and look at me 
Your eyes are different but they're much the same 

Have I seen you before 

Heaven told me they took him somewhere 
Have I seen you before 
Heaven told me they took you somewhere 
Have I seen you before 

I was with him when he left us 
I feel he really never left at all 
When I'm looking in this mirror 
I see you in me and I feel so proud 

Have I seen you before 

Heaven told me they took him somewhere 
Have I seen you before 
Heaven told me they took you somewhere 
Have I seen you before

I can't seem to find out what I feel 
Burned out dreams of others which I can steal 
Take or leave this way I seem to you, it eats right through you 
Ripped up parts of things I should do, I'll run around and tell you screaming 

Oh I live a lie, oh I live a lie, oh why even try 
I've been leaving thoughts below 
Still I feel I should know 

Still don't see much of me giving in 
Much too strong to live outside these sins 
Feeling like I'm taken lightly, think you see right through me 
Words of those that still despise me, think it's eating me you're dreaming 

Oh I live a lie, oh I live a lie, oh why even try 
I've been leaving thoughts below 
Still I feel I should know 

When I seem to believe all that I've done wrong 
You can take all that's right I will still move on 
Taken all I can give it seems that I don't belong 
Push me further from this go on 

Oh I live a lie, oh I live a lie, oh why even try 
I've been leaving thoughts below 
Still I feel I should know

I wasn't myself for so many years it seemed 
Cold and confused my mind lost in the shadows 
When I awoke I could see so much clearer 
Held high it seems I won't be there to hear her 

And I won't be by your side 
No way of knowing 
And I won't be by your side 
Well I'll take my chances 

In this place I was left for dead 
Held down and mocked by all eyes watching 
Now free well I'll be standing much taller 
What won't kill me makes me stronger 

And I won't be by your side 
No way of knowing 
And I won't be your side 
Well I'll take my chances 
And I won't be by your side 
I'm free from you chains 
And I won't be by your side 
There's no time to cry

It hangs on a wall, museum hall, as it calls to passers by 
A picture so bright, seen without light, and nobody wonders why 
A tired old man stares at the wall, said the color's blinding me 
How can he see anything at all since he's got no eyes to see 

It's not too faded 
I still see that color coming through 
It's not too jaded 
The more you look the more you see 

Years ticked away colors turned gray, but the man's still standing there 
Once asked him why, he said cause I am the last one here who cares 
Told me the mind will show you more if you only set it free 
He closed the doors I closed my eyes that's when I began to see 

It's not too faded 
I still see that color coming through 
It's not too jaded 
The more you look the more you see 
It's not too faded 
I still see that color coming through 
It's not too jaded 
The more you look the more you see

A world without you here 
An unreflecting mirror 
His words were so sincere 
He left you standing there 

Oh, I'll never let you down 
While I'm still around 

His words were never meant 
Your one last tear's been spent 
You'll never be content 
In a world as big as this 

Oh, I'll never let you down 
While I'm still around 

When you were lost, who was it who found you 

Oh, I'll never let you down 
While I'm still around 
Oh, you've just been found 
Oh, I'll never let you down