Альбом Bleeding Through

This was a fucking bomb
For a few seconds, this place was Armageddon
There was a firefight

You are the fucking disease
Another day, another memory
But I have fucking failed
I turned another lie into the work of a saint

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You won't take me
Now it's me
Now it's me

All that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
Rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
Sickness still fills the air
Another life that you wish you could fake
Your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that I must fucking take
I must take

So where is the cure?
Hundreds of souls
With the look of horror on their face
Now I rise from my knees
I will not live in misery
You won't take me
You will not destroy me
You cannot destroy me

And I’ll fight you with every ounce of strength I have left
And I’ll seal it with a bullet and a kiss
So look at your fucking horror
Horror
I want to see your face
Show me your true face
I want to see your face
Show me your true face

My heart belongs to you, so save me
My heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats (Still beats)
Still beats inside of me
My heart belongs to you, so save me
And my heart still beats
And my heart still beats
My heart still beats, so save me
My heart still beats

I’ve cursed this day with no regrets
With no compromise
Curse your grace

Shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
Simple love is to blame
I won't lay my head down with this shame
Kiss the sky
I’m always waiting here on the ground, on the ground

Be warned
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned

Be warned
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned

Save with this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill us all
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill us all
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill me

Walk alone
I stare at the footprints of my life
And I think I lost you, when I began to run away
So far, so far away from home
Your approval, was the only crown I seeked

I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I’ve walked in shadows of my worst enemies
So was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won’t wear the crown of thorns (Thorns)
Won’t wear the mask of Judas
I’ll never be who you want me to be
You’ll never see the beauty I see
Mark me for death
Mask me for torture
Mark me for death

I, I stare at the footprints
And you, so far away
I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I’ve walked in shadows of my worst enemies
So was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won’t wear the crown of thorns (Thorns)
Won’t wear the mask of Judas
I’ll never be who you want me to be
You’ll never see the beauty I see
Mark me for death
Mask me for torture
Mark me for death
Mask me for torture

I hope you see my face on your fucking deathbed
I hope you see my face on your deathbed

You played the role of the angel, now you'll see my face in hell
You fooled my mind with your selfish ambition
Bitch
You played the role of the angel
Now you'll see my face in hell
You played the role
You played the role of the saint
Now you'll see my face
My face in hell

Walk alone
I stare at the footprints of my life
And I think I lost you, when I began to run away
So far, so far away from home
Your approval, was the only crown I seeked
I no longer doubt myself
Too long, I’ve walked in shadows of my worst enemies
Was it worth the game to lose our purities?

Won’t wear the crown of thorns (Thorns)
Won’t wear the mask of Judas
I’ll never be who you want me to be
You’ll never see the beauty I see

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
Missing you was always one more kiss
Now there's nothing that I can do
One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you

Always were and always were a simple love story
You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed
Drown me in a pool of my blood
It’s getting harder just to breathe
I’ll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep
It’s getting harder just to say the right things

I’ve seen the angel's face, and I’ve heard her sing to me
From my reflection on this razor blade
I’ve heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day
So don't let me wake
I’ve heard this all before
I’ve seen this over and over again
Don’t let me wake

Drown me in a pool of my blood
It’s getting harder just to breathe
I’ll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep
So you can't see me sleep
Oh
So you can see me sleep (Sleep)
So you can see me sleep (Sleep)

The day will break on this saddest day
So don't let me wake
I’ve heard this all before
I’ve seen this over and over again
Don’t let me wake

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
And missing you was always one more kiss
And now there's nothing that I can do
There’s just one more nail in the coffin
There’s just one more nail, and it's all for you

I’ve seen the angel's face, and I’ve heard her sing to me
From my reflection on this razor blade
I’ve heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day
So don't let me wake
I’ve heard this all before
I’ve seen this over and over again
Don’t let me wake

I’ve had enough of this
You’re all the same to me
I want to be alone
Eat me alive with your sickness
Hypocrisy
Cold the blood that courses through me
So should I let it go?
My veins run sand that won't pass

You were supposed to be my only cure
I’ve had enough of this
You’re all the same to me
I want to be alone
Eat me alive with your sickness
You were supposed to be my only cure
You were supposed to be the one to take her place

Sorry about tomorrow
I’m not sorry about today
This eats me alive
I’m going to say what I want to say
You were my one true cure
My only love
You were my one true pain
My only hate
You were supposed to be there
You were supposed to be the truth
You were supposed to take her place
You were supposed to be my solitude
Solitude
Solitude
Solitude

Sorry about tomorrow
I’m not sorry about today
This eats me alive
I’m going to say what I want to say
You were my one true cure
My only pain
You were my one true pain
My only hate

My only hate
My only cure
My only pain
I hate you
I love you
My only cure
My only pain
I hate you
I love you

Midnight, we kill
We slaughter the tongue of revolution
To our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust
How many times can I trust in you, my beloved friend?
Because every time I trust, I lose
So I believe in nothing, nothing, nothing
Because of you, I still believe in nothing
Because of you, I still believe in nothing
Because of you, I still believe, I still believe in nothing

I’ll always know my place in this world
No longer fit in your fucking world anymore
Your lust ruins everything
Like a growing target on my back, I feel the knives are chasing
See my eyes are no longer blind
You see my eyes are no longer blind
There is a purpose in life today
Destroying you every step of the way
From this point on - No more friends

I know my role in this world
Don’t fit in your fucking world
This once meant everything to me
Now another forgotten effigy
Because only scars remain
Broken bones form a hope that's been left grey
I die every time I hear your fucking name
Been left grey
Been left grey
Been left grey
Been left grey
Been left grey
And there is a purpose in life today
Rise to your feet, as we march to our graves
Fight back

There is a purpose in life today
Rise to your fucking feet, as we march to our graves
I can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart
Tearing me apart
Ripping you apart
Tearing us apart
Oh

It’s fucking freezing outside because I saw you tonight and almost died
Looks like I’ve seen too many winters in my mind
Your stare is cold, you better turn and run away
Because you're the evil, we will keep on hunting you

Killing
So what more do you want from me?
We will carry the weight you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You’ll be the one to cry
You’ll be the one to fade
I’ll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream

Like glass your heart will break
Now who's left to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence?

I’ve heard this shit before
I’ll await the day to see you fade
So what more do you want from me?
We will take on the weight you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You’ll be the one to cry
You’ll be the one to fade
I’ll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream
Go

Talk your shit about us
You’re the true mother fucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes
I’ll burn your dream (No apologies)
I’ll burn your dream (No apologies)
We’ll burn your dream (No apologies)
We’ll burn your dream (No regrets)

Oh
If these pills could, they would call my name
A quick end
Suicide becomes so persuasive and dramatic
A beautiful face that lays quietly beside me
And I’ll remember every fucking movement

I’ve lost control
And I’m losing control of who I am
Nothing seems to fit
These words fill a helpless length of time
They make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose
Into substance
Remember my face when I am gone

Oh, I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)
I’ve felt your grip of eternity (Eternity)
Your grip of reality (Reality)
Yeah

And I’ll remember every movement, and I’ll study it like an infection
Curse to your embrace
Into substance
Crushed by your bloody kiss

I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)
I've felt your grip of eternity
Together we sleep in an unmarked pine box
Oh
Oh, been dead before tonight
I’ve felt your grip of eternity
I still remember that first kiss, that first look, that first touch
And how it never made sense
You built me up just to be broken

I’ve, I’ve been dead before tonight (Tonight)
I’ve felt your grip of eternity (Eternity)
I’ve been reduced to a fucking substance
I’ve been reduced to a fucking substance

Murder ascends its beautiful face and sides with me
Everlasting sound is sweet
All I wanted to not be alone
But still you always leave me
I want your eyes fixed on me
So I can watch them as you scream
And you were so beautiful
But now you'll rot and I’ll celebrate to your hate
And no one will see your face
And no one will dare speak your name
I won't remember your eyes
I won't remember the jealousy

What choice is left for me?
What choice is left for me?
This is a war I must take
To wash these hands clear from choices that I’ve made
This will be your saving grace
Oh, I’m not impressed
Still not impressed
I’m not impressed
Still not impressed
Now you'll rot
Now you'll rot
Now you’ll rot
Now you’ll rot
Go

I won't remember your eyes
I won't remember the jealousy
I won't remember your face
And I’ll forever curse your name
Curse your name
Curse your name
I want your eyes fixed on me
So I can watch them as you scream
I want your eyes fixed on me

Just a papercut to spill your blood
Just a papercut to spill your blood
I hear screams come out the window
Maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails
I am the son of rejection
So hold me to the light
Tell me it's right to feel dead inside

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
Tell me I’m not alone
Whisper that breath that fuels this fight
From now on, this is my life
Discontent for the rest of mankind
I’ll always remember the way that touch felt and how I was so close
Four seconds away from death
Three seconds away from you
Two seconds away from death
One second away from you

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today
Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today
Bring it

I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with the shards of glass
This is what my life means to me
I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with the shards of glass
This is what my life means to me
Oh

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Fucking coward, does it make you feel big and strong
To watch her cry out and bleed?
See the fear in her eyes, won't you kill the weakness in yours
Mother fucker, vengeance comes soon
You won't stand in front of me
I'll avenge my family
Been waiting these four years to destroy you
To erase you
From this place so we can breathe
Don't want you as a memory
Shadow
I'll cast you down
You, you're just a bitch you think I'd let you forget?
Someday, our paths will cross; you're the one who will bleed
Salvation

On my quest, my flashing sword
And my hand takes hold on judgement
I will take vengeance upon mine enemies
And I will appeal those who hate me
Oh Lord
Raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints

Go

Fuck your world and fuck your kind
Go fuck yourself; you’re fucking barely alive
I used to think of what you meant to me
I think of you every fucking day
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don’t mean shit
Don’t give a fuck about what you’ll say
The memories don’t mean shit
Anymore
You’re society’s whore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

I’ll walk through this wasteland
Before I’ll ever fucking hold your hand again
I’ll burn forever before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell

Anymore
And you’re society’s whore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Mother fucker
And that’s fucking right

Fuck you forever
I’ll despise you for the rest of these days
Fuck you forever
I’ll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart? Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance
Erase it all and kill my past

Fuck what we fucking said
The memories don’t mean shit
Don’t give a fuck about what you’ll say
The memories don’t mean shit
Anymore
And you’re society’s whore
Anymore
Revenge I seek