Альбом Apartment 26

Finished looking for the answers
Now I'm looking for the questions
I can look into you mirror and see inside your head
See my reflections and this is what I've bled
I look right into your mirror but I can't see me

Chorus:
Everything's gone backwards
Nothing's what it seems
I awake from my nightmares
Smash the mirror, smash the dreams

Backwards into future
Now you're making up for lost time
I hide under the shadow and try to hide my name
Eyes that will question and this is what I mean
I look back into the mirror
But still don't see me

Chorus (2x)

Smash the mirror, smash the dreams (3x)

Chorus (2x)

Smash the mirror, smash the dreams (3x)

Home is a consequence, made of all you think you want to know
Life has not offered me anywhere that I'd call home

Pre-Chorus:
Did you want me to taste you? Can you touch me?
Did you want me to touch you? Can you feel me?
Did you want me to fuck you? Can you heal me?
You can't heal me - You can't know me

Chorus:
Sinking deep, much too deep, digging deeper than I ever cared to be
I don't think, I don't need, but I care about it
What's the point in doing it, anyway?

You are a sacrifice, forced to not accept yourself
I can not offer you anything that you'd hold true
Truths often tell a lie; lies that I think you should know
Not that I realize. Just a simple fuck around.

Pre-Chorus

What's the point in doing it, anyway? (2x)

Chorus

I am a consequence
Made of all you think you want to know
Life has not offered me
Anywhere that you'd call home

Pre-Chorus

What's the point in doing it, anyway? (2x)

Chorus

All of this here for me
With nothing left to be
Unwilling to succeed, my head up in the clouds
I feel I left behind when I set out to find a new beginning
But I feel I have betrayed you

Pre-Chorus:
I'm changing, and I'm not coming back
Distance yourself from me
Once you stop infinity
You had your chance and it passed

Chorus:
This is where it began, so this is where I am
So much has changed and nothing's changed at all
This is where it began, so this is where I am
So much has changed and nothing's changed at all

Through the stress you undress
You forgot how coming home all alone would have wrecked you
He is not who you thought you had wanted
But instead he is dead, resurrected
I feel I left behind when I set out to find a new beginning,
But I feel I betrayed you

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

Another one born today, Another one went away
Another false hope today, Another hope went away

Chorus

You told me to go
But when I do, it's not good enough
You told me to learn
But when I try, it's too intrusive

Chorus (?x)
Another one born today, Another one went away
Another false hope today, Another hope went away

What if it's truthful? Well then that is nothing
What if it's harmless? Well then that is nothing
What if it's nothing? Well then that is something
I think I'm onto something that I can't find
I can't find peace in this
I don't think. I don't mind.
Suck me down, down deeper
Break me down, down deeper
Search for more, keep trying
All around, keep trying
Now I'm lost

Chorus:
On my own I could save you
All I hope is that I keep you

Thought you were flying when you were failing
I just see you crying, but I'm better rejoicing
I can't live lives like these
You won't win games like these
Leaving me (my body)
fly away

Chorus

Is that I keep you (2x)

Where am I at? I won't fake it.
Just an act. I can't fake it.
All a fake. I'm not here.
What a shame, I'm not real
Pointed out; not really;
masquerade
(Repeat)

Chorus

Repetition of my mind inside declines
I'm sick of all the people telling me to read between the lines
Deja vu? True. Inside it is you
I know I live inside a world who hates my mind
but I don't mind the hate
Again, again, baby bitch socialist
Synchronize the synthesis, believe in your existence
I hate you, but could not chance you so

Chorus:
I wonder what he said, either way I'm dead
Stupid inset, stupid inset
I wonder what she said, all the way my friend
Stupid inset, stupid inset

The repetition of our minds, beside and behind
I'm sick of all the people telling me to read between their lines
Deja vu? True. Inside it is you
I know I live inside a mind who hates the world so I reinvent

Chorus

Synchronize the synthesis, believe in your existence
I know I live inside a world who hates my mind so I reinvent
I know I live inside a mind who hates the world so I reinvent
I reinvent.
Deja vu? True. Inside it is you
I know I live inside a mind who hates the world so I reinvent.

Chorus

Who are you? Who are you? I don't know
Turn my back, turn my back, then I'll see you
Never seen, never seen, like a sixth sense
Who am I tonight?
Coloured lights, doubted twice, resurrecting
In my mind, countless signs, misleading
As I pass, see the last, ever changing
Lifted up, interrupt, all knowing

Chorus:
Something in my head - Telling me to feel like this
Something in my mind - Wanting me to think like this

I can feel, I can feel, fell your presence
Good or bad, good or bad, nothing to me
Come to me, come to me, truest comfort
Who am I tonight?
Peeling glass, feel the past, never ending
Feel my hands, cross the lands, revealing
Morphing eyes, true disguise, while predicting
Passing time, come to mind, all showing

Who am I supposed to be, If I don't know who I am
If I don't trust in myself to be what I'm supposed to be
(Repeat)

Chorus

What are we, what are we, mental mischief
Too alive, too alive, never living
Coming down, coming down, living 2-D
Who was I last night?
Waking up to a world non existing
Shake you head, wake the dead from sleeping
Positive, negative, come to find out
Just as real as it feels, it's growing

Chorus

She lays naked stretched out
Like I could only help her when she's moist
Waiting on the floor
She could have been just about anything
But she thought that 'cause it didn't work
To leave herself in her own private world
And in this world, she is beautiful
And in this world, she is beautiful
She is beautiful to me

Chorus:
It's only right when it's not mine
It's only right when I run from the fear
It's only right when it shouldn't be
It's only right in her world full of you

And you're not mine when I run from you
What it could have been in a world full of fear

Chorus

You could have been...
You could have been much more beautiful

I'm being made to pick as side, now only fate can decide
They're telling me to stand up and stand up
I'm being made to fake a slide, now differentiate my mind
I'm telling you to stand up and stand up
So get up! And get up!
Fuck it up! Yeah get up-Now!

Chorus:
And it feels bad to say I have nothing to show
And it feels wrong to say I have nowhere to go
I'll come back to you, and you'll see
I've had more than time to grow

Are you the one who hasn't lied, impossible to define
Losing you right to stand up and stand up
Living life like a parasite
Do what you need to survive
Time to defy and stand up and stand up

Chorus
More than time to grow

You're facing breakdown all over again
Your basic breakdown
(Repeat)

Chorus
More than time go grow

I'm drowned out like I'm supposed to be
Nobody doubts you sanctity
I'm not alone, but I'm supposed to be
And so I doubt your faith in me

Chorus:
This isn't real. I can not feel. I do not want.
Anymore
I am alive, but it's not mine. I do not want.
Anymore
If all I say turns to be true
And everything comes back to you
Then everything inside me figures out what I'm supposed to be

I shout out. Nobody's listening
And they don't care. Believe in me
You're all cried out like you had asked to be
You're all alone, no sympathy

Chorus

Anymore (x4)

She bows down, persuasive to the skin
Both touch and taste pass into me
They're not alone
Sometimes I wish you're me
And then I doubt you'll come to me

Chorus

Bruised, but I won't tell about that
I can't escape the monotony of hate
And forgiveness can not become me
You can not come back to me
I won't sink to this (wonderful)
The tongue is in the cheek
If only my will was not so weak
You're so wrong, I'm not the one
You're so wrong, and so wrong
At least I think I've learned a lesson
'cause I can look back with retrospect
But not to ponder, and not to wonder

Chorus:
You are so wrong
I couldn't build it up to take it down
And I get you're so strong
I couldn't build it up to take it down

Hands appear at night
I feel as though I've been awake for days
I shed my skin, and I shed my sleep chains
Look the other way as you come my way
You look slimmer and your breasts look better than ever
What the fuck?
No one ever sees, no one ever hears
All they can do is breathe, stop the touch

Chorus (2x)

Chorus (2x)

I called today to say my goodbyes
Mistook your mood, I began to beg you
Promises kept like yesterday's news
Thanks for the memories and thanks for the time
Thoughts come to me just like you take to me
So why do you stop as I'm begging for more?
When you look at me is there anything to see but you
When you think about me is anything real at all?

Chorus:
Slowly draining away
It's such a shame, you've missed the point again
I can't let reality seep in
I thank you

I only do it to feel you watch me
Confused intentions, you begin to beg me
Thanks for the memories and thanks for the time
Just like a voice that's heard by a child
Hidden away too close to be seen
Why do you call as I'm waiting at your door
When you think about me, is anything real at all

Chorus (2x)

I thank you (2x)

Chorus (2x)

I thank you

I love the sound of your tears
I can't listen anymore
Are you choking on your words?
He never got on his knee
If one little push is all it took
Maybe one would help to realize
You're the edge on which I live
I stare but I see nothing
You're not here to guide me
Can't break the flow - one more push

Chorus:
Give it to me
You should know that I'll take more from you
Give in to me
You should hope that I will not cut you out

Take one last look at me and tell me I change
Or just give in to temptations around me
Maybe when I come back I'll be known a little more
But then I could be known less
Misconceptions made me

Chorus

Sounds are not so clear
Distortion making clearer
(Hounded/Handed) out kisses
Slow it down, but make it faster
Finish up the beginning
Shine the light on my shadow
Relaxation techniques
Pointing at an arrow
Reach out your arms to be held
Stretch out your mouth to be loved
Can't break the flow - one more push

Give it to me (2x)

Chorus (4x)