Альбом Adema

Been greeted with a smile,
In my back twists the knife,
So quick to flip the switch,
Never know quite what hit,
Behind lines you know,
True colors always show,
Forget that you exist,
The hand that feeds cut off at the wrist.

Hate spreads like infection,
Two faces yet you see one.

Hey, shoot the arrows,
As I turn and go,
Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you.

Fed up for so long,
I've let go,
Watch you hang on,
When did lost trust begin,
As soon as I decide to let you in,
This took a part of me,
That will never return you see,
I've grown cold and hollow,
The hurt that's caused I'll never let it show.

Total lack of devotion,
In you I have no faith.

Hey, shoot the arrows,
As I turn and go,
Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you.

There's no way that you ever could have known,
I would stoop so low,
Don't tell me you wouldn't do the same thing,
And I know all the things you play,
Think hard 'cause now it starts to eat you,
There's nothing else to do,
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE,
You hold on to what you feel is true,
And now it's killing you.

Know one day when most of us are gone,
Shoot the arrows,
Holding on to what you feel is true,
And it's killing you,
Hey, shoot the arrows,

Eyes are still red
Coming apart
The lies won't take me far
Body aches
These hands shake
Dealing comes with scars
It's hard to sleep with all that's questioned

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life

Tried to forget
Feelings of death
Invading panic spawns
Can't concentrate
No one relates
Stealing all the light
Spreading thin the soul in sections

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life

The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight of me I am sinking
I fight this more than you know

Can I find, peace of mind
Barricades in time
(Can I find, peace of mind)
Can I find, peace inside
And let love come save my life
(Everything is fine)

Can I find, peace of mind
(Barricades in time)
If you ask, everything is fine
(Everything is fine)
Can I find, peace inside
(Barricades in time)
As I deal with my own strife

The enemy's my own thinking
I never let it show
The weight on me I am sinking

A screaming match again
Could this be the end
A breaking point and I can't bear it
You wanna know the truth
The matter life is long
I've taken every wrong direction
Writing on the wall
Love once strong now falls
I'm staring into space
And drowning under my decisions

I wonder how you can sleep
At night, having lied to these eyes
You could feel the relief
The lying awake at night
Wondering nowhere the same time
To know his face and his name
Made me lose my mind
I fell apart for the last time
These eyes neglected to see it
And thanks to you
My conscious finally feels clean

I brought you into this
You blame me over that
We fight each others accusations
You wanna know the truth
The truth is I'm afraid
Afraid of going nowhere always
Writing on the wall
Love once strong now falls
I'm burning in the flames
Covered with the scars of our love

I wonder how you can sleep
At night, having lied to these eyes
You could feel the relief
The lying awake at night
Wondering nowhere the same time
To know his face and his name
Made me lose my mind
I fell apart for the last time
These eyes neglected to see it
And thanks to you
My conscious finally feels clean

Lately, lately
I just keep wasting, wasting
To make me hate me, hate me
Maybe we just don't belong
Again, is this the end

After what you put me through

Taste, you left a bitter taste in my mouth that will never heal to sub-reveal,
Unkind, can never rewind, you play the part that's so unreal
repercussions now pay the price

Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, it won't happen now

I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive

You're always on the ride, your adversaries love the view,
signed and sealed lost sight, cannot lead the blind
You point your finger filled with steel, your future deal denied

Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, it won't happen now

I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive

You've been riding so high on one big lie all these years
Denied all my pride never thought you'd hear all these years
So crystal clear your promising tears we all did these years,
All these years
All these years

Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, it won't happen now

I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive

(At the same time)
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now
Try to get through to me, It won't happen now

I find that you'll get me back sevenfold, decisions in your life
I find gonna get me back sevenfold, bury me alive

(x3)
Watch me walk away done talking now,
pigeons burning yesterday, wont put them out
Never heard a single word, done talking now

Despite these imperfections, despite all I say
Inside in recollections, I'm done with yesterday

I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,
I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf

The one I trust is consoled me, this is over now
But I didn't want to really , everyone I trusted deceived me

I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,
I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf

I'm holding onto time, I can't let go,
I'm hiding I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding
I'm searching for something but it can't seem to find me
On the surface is someone in three types of focus
I'm waiting and wanting to cut this and go on, trying to live, when the pain can
all be gone
We've only seen the future the voice in my head is leaving me here back home

I will lose my mind, make it real this time,
To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf
Show me a sign, planets will align,

Now, you'll hear this now (repeated many times throughout the song)

Sound of the pacing, off to the race here, his time to face it, he sweats
profusely, crowd chanting loudly one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me

Now you're stepping inside where you can't be afraid

No excuse mercify, deadly quick emphasized, trained for this moment, no one else
could have known it, keep all eyes on me, one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me

Now you stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when
you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when
you enter the cage

Inside this octagon, it's sad the lightning just begun
For yours marked battleground, can't let him get me down
No noises quiet now, one gulp of ?, one thought consumed me

Now you stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when
you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when
you enter the cage
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)

Now you're stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when
you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when
you enter the cage
Now you're stepping inside where you cant be afraid, it's a matter of right when
you enter the cage,
Put your heart on the line it determines your fate, it's a matter of pride when
you enter the cage
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)
When you enter the cage (Get tapped out)

I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life sometimes
fades away

Night is a promise and I hope that this one never ends. The face of a woman in
my love before I was a man I'm breaking sometimes, and I'm honest, in pain we
can live till the end you know you're on my mind and I promise that I'll see you
someday so for now I will just pray

Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way

Your eyes were upon us, there are no words for what that meant, the strains of
my mother and not enough days that we spent it was my selfish pride. And you
taught us there was no one to blame in the end where our feelings reside, and it
covers before that day we set everything straight

Can't believe it's over
Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.

Feeling the same everyday without you, can't seem to find my way
Cold sweats in the night wake me from sleep, thinking you're alright

Life just gets in the way. Life just gets in the way.
I remember the words that you said, hearing them as I sat by your bed.
That our life just gets in the way.

Ohhhh, I'll make you a promise today that this family I'll never betray. Life

True I wasn't there for you, Told me that I hurt you deeply,
too young to know what to do, 16 and I have no worries
When I saw that picture of you, I had to find the daughter I never knew

My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell
you're not alone

Locked behind those bars of you, wish there was a way I could help,
too young to know what to do, lessons burn the point you've proven
This love is complicated and bruised, realize what makes me makes you

My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell
you're not alone
Time to take it slow all this anger letting go, my child I long to hold all this
anger
I know I'm not a lord, I was never a saint, gotta take what you got cuz I'm
nothing you ain't
If I gave you the world would you throw it away, better keep your chin up
You can abuse it, you can use it, you can go right back down that line, living
life with pain
Never erase it, now you know

I'll be here your future's fading, understand what I'm explaining,
I went in anticipating, I'll b here your future's fading

My abscess grows, I reap what I sew, these mistakes are my own, they'll tell
you're not alone
Time to take it slow all this anger letting go, my child I long to hold all this
anger let it go

I knew you all my life,
Though only through my dreams,
Look inside your mind and see what's on mine.

Calling out my name I see you there,
This frozen cold,
It isn't fair,
How much of this pride will I spare,
We are both seething.

All I know (All I know)is to act now and hold on,
This one's the real one
Just calm down, don't look back
This is what we never had,
I never felt so alive til I saw blue eyes.

Until now it wasn't hard to leave,
I'm wanting more.

Everyone around but still alone,
Try to grasp using the flow,
Use a single emotion,
You left me totally motionless.
So quick, so soft like a theif in the night came here and changed my life.

Everyday the same,
Just sit and stare,
Will I see you up in the air,
These seperate lives we don't share again I'm leaving.

All I know (All I know)is to act now and hold on,
This one's the real one
Just calm down, don't look back
This is what we never had,
I never felt so alive til I saw blue eyes.

Until now it wasn't hard to leave,
I'm wanting more.

I thought all this time I would end up alone,
Beside I watch you breathing.

All I know (All I know)is to act now and hold on,
This one's the real one
Just calm down, don't look back
This is what we never had,
I never felt so alive til I saw blue eyes.

I never felt so alive (until now),
I never felt so alive (until now),
I never felt so alive,
It wasn't hard to leave, I'm wanting more.

The last year and a half now
walked out on familiar faces
had to cut some loses
learn to never be complacent
I searched for some answers
but the bottle coulnd't show them
which took me to some places
I never should have been
I found that true friends may be
the ones you rarely hear from
cuz many said theyd be here
but know they cant be found
learning sometimes being sould searching
there are no words to combat that kind of hurting

I never consider myself fortunate
battling the circumstance
searching where from place to place
selling myself short
looked right in the mirror
faced down all my fears
I WILL RISE ABOVE

the endless thouhts have fed thy
sleepless night repeated
almost made me give up
the only hope i ever had
trusting to swiftly
can end up being costly
cuz many people fool me
maybe I just wanted to believe
learning sometimes being soul seacrhing
there are no words to combat that kind of hurting

I never consider myself fortunate
battling the circumstance
searching where from place to place
selling myself short
looked right in the mirror
faced down all my fears
I WILL RISE ABOVE

the world can be so cold
when you step into the unknown
the streets all look familiar
which multiplies the danger
cuz nothing is for certain
when there no one you can count one
the changing curse inside you
gotta make youre own way

I survived
faced down all my fears
I WILL RISE ABOVE

battling the circumstance
searching where to place the blame
selling myself short
looked right in the mirror
faced down all my fears
I WILL RISE ABOVE

battling the cirmustance (I never consider)
seacrhing where to place the blame (myself fortunate)
selling my self short (I will rise above)
I looked rigth in the mirror (I never consider)
faced down all my fears (myself fortunate)
I WILL RISE ABOVE

It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)

It's Real Life mixed with Adema get your bite from hanging on a tightrope
To survive you gotta be a dreamer I come to fight my nigga go psycho
We could go live in the arena, tight hold to your windpipe make your mind slow
Say goodnight thanks to Adema I chose taking my time so you die slow

You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your
mind?

It's Real Life
It's Real Life
It's Real Life
It's Real Life

It starts with your mouth running that lip, stop that unless you wanna see me
drop that (drop that)
You found in a cloud it ain't worth shit, talk back and you gonna see me cock
back(cock back)
Leave any doubt at home with your kids, that you fought back like Bush fought in
Iraq
The time is now so just quit, or get tapped by the man with the high drop take
that

You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your
mind?
It's just a matter of time, now I have control. You know where to go
You've been caught in a Bad Triangle, your life's on the line, where is your
mind?

You're still barely breathing, Heaven not below. where is your mind?
You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your
mind?
It's just a matter of time, now I have control. You know where to go
You've been caught in a Bad Triangle, your life's on the line, where is your
mind?

It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)
It's Real Life (It's Real Life)

You've been caught in a bad triangle, your life's on the line, where is your

One little request changes life for your best interest,
no need for self-control while doctors line their pockets

One for your pain and one for your mind rely and I'm not addicted it's fine
One to lose weight and make you look right one day there'll be one for these
lies

Of course feeling numb here (of course feeling numb here) habit for me
No matter what's wrong will set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief. Better living through chemistry

Every place I turn my eye, new drug marketing line
The sure for everything is just around the corner, this dealer wears a nametag
here to fill our order

One for your pain and one for your mind rely and I'm not addicted it's fine
One to lose weight and make you look right one day there'll be one for these
lies

Of course feeling numb here (of course feeling numb here) habit for me
No matter what's wrong will set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief. Better living through chemistry.

Get your life under control.
Get your life under control.
Get your life under control.

Patients are paychecks just looking for the kick back,
Money's the motive and corruption is the tool of their trade
Greed is taking over the hollow heart of healthcare,
No longer taking chances, they've given up on us

We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this (Stand up!)
Now that you know
Now that you know

No matter what's wrong they'll set you free, better living through chemistry
Prescriptions for it if you need relief, better living through chemistry

We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this, better living through
chemistry
We are the only ones that can end epidemics like this, better living through
chemistry

(Stand up!) Now that you know
(Stand up!) Get you life under control

Its so hard to watch you struggle
Even harder when I have to see you stumble
Short tempers harsh words that humble
Watching the world
Watching the world
Around me crumble

I wont fight back
Cant give in
Wont stay here forever like this
All the world read my senses
Again

Like a brother
Like a sister
Something like family
I was alone
But you save me
Insecurities race through my heart
New situation realizing my part
The mean has changed like seasons
Were fighting our own addictions

Patience brings heart aches
Anger flies still we try
I wont fight back
Cant give in
Wont stay here forever like this
Refusing consciousness
To drown in to cope with
Innebriate to find when waking
That nothing has been changed

Take one more drink
You cant live without
Take one more drink
Take one more drink
Or drown without it
Take one more drink

So hard to talk about it
I know that you lie about it
Stand there and watch you sing without it
Lose your sleep at night
I still dream about it

I wont fight back
Cant give in
Wont stay here forever like this
Refusing consciousness
To drown in
To cope with
Innebriate
To find out nothing has changed

So many times he crossed the line, overboard, overdrawn, over looked, it's over
now
She looks at herself no one to turn to, then she wonders how it got this far
Right to pain and plight she enters false pretend to make him fight harder

Lift him up to watch him crawl, so simple when women come
Laughing as it all unfolds, self-righteous grudging soul

Retrospect never shined so bright, different goals, different lives, never saw,
I don't know why
Inflated stories reel my mills? from the course back to the source words in
circles all lies
He tries to make her feel so used, has her pain all in vain so he can close the
door

Lift her up to watch her fall, her broken heart grows numb
Laughing as it all unfolds, Self-righteous grudging soul

All that you breed will become your disease and will only hurt ourselves,
As the love that you make, not the love that you take that keeps us alive
And you give and you take and you learn from mistakes and we all will survive
And the sky make it dark and the sun will then set but tomorrow is another star
People try to hold you down, success keeps them alive, if you falter you will
soon find quick responses from behind
But if you prevail they'll turn inside out act as if they never even had a doubt

Lift us up to watch us fall, not even we've gone on. Jealous right from the
start

You're not thinking, with your mind,
you'll remember, will surender can't provide,
I'm spoken and uninspired,
honours spoken, your honours broken Vikraphone.

Your minds made up vikraphone,
you won't give it up vikraphone,
this is what you got inside your vikraphone,
you won't stop us you can't stop us.

Light left blinking, turn off tonight,
heres forever, are'nt you clever and tonight,
you don't know and nevermind,
doors left open, you won't be closing vikraphone.

Your minds made up vikraphone,
you won't give it up vikraphone,
this is what you got inside your vikraphone,
you won't stop us you can't stop us.

Vikraphone.
Your minds made up vikraphone,
you won't give it up vikraphone,
this is what you got vikraphone,
you won't give it up vikraphone,
this is what you got inside your vikraphone,
you won't stop us you can't stop us!

Messenger of fear in sight
Dark deception kills the light

Hybrid children watch the sea
Pray for father, roaming free

Fearless wretch
Insanity
He watches
Lurking beneath the sea
Great old one
Forbidden site
He searches
Hunter of the shadows is rising
Immortal
In madness you dwell

Crawling chaos underground
Cult has summoned twisted sound

Out from ruins once possessed
Fallen city, living death

Fearless wretch
Insanity
He watches
Lurking beneath the sea
Timeless sleep
Has been upset
He awakens
Hunter of the shadows is rising
Immortal
In madness you dwell
In madness you dwell

Not dead which eternal lie
Stranger eons, death may die

Drain you of your sanity
Face the thing that should not be

Fearless wretch
Insanity
He watches
Lurking beneath the sea
Great old one
Forbidden site
He searches
Hunter of the shadows is rising
Immortal
In madness you dwell