Throats
"Black Thursday"

Everything ends and nothing is ever going to last.
If I knew what I was after then
maybe I wouldn't end up with nothing after all.
No-one is ever going to save you, so save yourself.
You said you would, but you wouldn't understand
and if you think that you are there then you probably don't even know yet.
When I can't even trust myself then what hope is there for anyone else?
I can never decide in anything
so I'm always trying to find a new way to fall but fuck it,
sometimes its just better when I'm letting go
and not feeling the ground beneath my feet.
When I don't care about myself then how can I care about anyone else?