Saving Abel
"A Loaded Gun"

Late dawns and early sunset,
Just like my favorite scenes.
Then holding hands and life was perfect.
Just like up on the screen.
And the whole time while always giving.
Counting your face among the living.

Up and down escalators,
Pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales,
Trapped in by all these mountains.
Running away and hiding with you,
I never throught they'd get me here.
Not knowing you'd change from just on the bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head
But would anything matter, if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you say?
Before I pull this trigger
Your eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head
But would anything matter, if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you say?
Before I pull this trigger
Your eyes vacant and stained.
And in saying you loved me
Made things harder at best
And this words changing nothing
As your body remains
And there's no room in this hell
There's no room in the next
And our memories defeat us
And I'll end this derest.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head
But would anything matter, if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you say?
Before I pull this trigger
Your eyes vacant and stained.
And in saying you loved me
Made things harder at best
And this words changing nothing
As your body remains
And there's no room in this hell
There's no room in the next
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?...